Dwelled in the iterations of thoughts, I kept on walking along the Black Waters...
This girl playing around me has only one small card – possible from some bins and she sits down every 1min to scratch on it with a stone and then put her toy box – which had some carrum coins in it. Her most exciting game was to take them all out – 4 green, 1 yellow and 1 white - and put them back by grouping by their colors. And she laughs. Such an awesome, small world. No complaints, no tears- life seems to be too short for all those for her. I leaned on a handrail over the bridge, yes, with black water flowing just beneath – and kept on watching her. She was singing- or may be talking – to herself with a side look to me to make sure she is making me happy and a smile, if I wasn’t smiling.
I was thrown deep into the well of ideas – how to make her happier – I wanted to give her some gift – I knew she will know the value of that whatever I give. Not money – money never solves an issue – it just travels from one hand to other and is only a byproduct of a habit and a thought process. I got the idea, but now the issue is if I try to buy that for her, she might have already left by the time I come back. I don’t really know how these streets work – streets are all different, unlike the towns, which all look the same all around the world. Each street carries its own soul. I left it to nature – I want to gift her, that’s it. The walk was longer than I expected – few streets, pedestrian flyovers and it took a while before I come back. The signs were moderate – staff speaking English in the store to assist me but stores going farther as I reach closer to them – but I knew I have to gift her this painting book. She has the talent.
As the gut feeling, she was gone – the footpath on the bridge was filled by her absence. I kept on walking through the possible ways the angel of street might have flown. No sign. Ok. Let’s do one more circle– sometimes nature tests the desperate. I full round of 15 min walk. Yes! The angel is back, now with a small pot of noodles in her hand with a big spoon, compared to her size. One spoon soup, two strokes on her card. Repeat. I watched for couple minutes and then called her close to me. She came very close – and I opened the bag to give her the coloring book and crayons. I sat with her in a Martian concrete block. We started to color.
Her eyes became even brighter. They opened wide enough and she managed to finish the first page in less than 5 min. That’s when I realized when you feed water to a dry throat, you should give sip by sip. I turned to the first page back and painted with her all the missing spots – and I saw she is a good follower and a quick learner! I had to tell her only once to get a box filled with the color I want. Next page took atleast 15 minutes, with the 10 year? Old filling every detail with new color.
Time to say good bye to my little angel – she was busy coloring and her mom and elder brother was there – so now I can resume my walks. I moved a few tens of meters away along the bridge and took a turn and leaned back again on the handrail, immersed in thoughts and some true happiness from heart. In a few minutes, she ran into me – asking something – which I had absolutely zero clue what it was - but I had already learnt, some things more beautiful when left wordless. She didn’t know I can’t talk– we didn’t need a language before – may be because the humanity shares a universal language. After three times, she lost the patience and laughed and ran back to her mom – who was following her by then. There was golden kitty patrolling with them – she hugged and that body guard suddenly turned in to a pet cat, crawling on the floor for cuddles. I waved at her and they both waved back to me with a bright smile – possibly the brightest I have seen so far.